i’m probably at my lowest point right now and it’s all because i chose to give love another shot with you. i can’t believe i trusted you again. how can someone just disregard someone’s feelings overnight? i’m sick to my stomach and can’t get you out of my head. i torture myself with the thought that you actually cared for me. what am i supposed to do now? since i was in middle i’ve loved you.. i’m now graduated and every fucking second of my life is tainted with memories that i don’t even know were real. how naive of me to think that this time would actually be different. i’m sorry for pouring my faith into you. you were a waste of my time.
i’ll forgive you one more time.